Jae

how .... in the world this is happening to me? am i dreaming......why... i m in somebody else body?????  god this is the weirdest thing ever can ever happen.... ... i m looking at the face of the body... they called me CHRIS... hmmm... i ve never met this person before... and i didnt know who is this person...... luckly he is korean.... so i still can understand what they are saying.... i m thinking......about ... my future action...

because of the accident.... doctors are saying that i m having an amnesia.... and it is not very difficult to act like one when i m really dont know anything about this person s life.... i tried to remember what happened to me... the real me.... the last thing i remember is i m pushing yunho on the street.... so...  what happened after that... hmmm..... if i asked someone about me.. it will become really weird.... i shouldn't remember anything....

i m looking at the body..... this person .... is younger than me....hmm.... what kind of person he is??? i wonder..... but what is more important now is that.... i want the real me back!!!.....

i can sit here and doing nothing.......... i need to know.....

i walked out of the bed.... there is no one outside.... i pull out the phone and start dialing.....

"hello.. "

"hello.... this is jung resident.... may i know who u want to speak to?"

"can i speak to kim jaejoong... i m his junior from the college..."

"ah... hmm... u .. must not hear of it yet.... "

"hmm..."

"he.... cannt talk to u anymore..... "

"w..w..what do u mean by that?"

"there s an accident..... and... i m sorry to inform u.. that he had passed away....... "

"what!!!????????"

"u must be shock.... we all ... also still in shock by the thing that happened...... "

"i...i.... "

jae put back the phone.... he fall to the floor.... i....DIE...... mean.. i die..... .... i cannot ..... be jaejoong... anymore?????..... dad...... junsu... u must be very sad....... god!!....

YUNHO

he is sitting at the graveyard again..... day by day had been passing really slow.... he cannt differentiate.... what day today anymore..... his father try to talk some sense into him.... same goes with others... but he just let himself in this deep misery......

until today....

"Jae!!!.... i... hate u very much.... u left me .... so i m not gonna be like this anymore..... i know dad n mom are really worried about me.... it s enough... i m going to live... the life i am ... before i met u.... but.... i m not going anywhere... u know what it is in my heart........ just wait .. i ll be there with u... someday... i .. promise u... "

he walked slowly......... the image if jaejoong is deep engrave inside his heart......

JAEJOONG

a month later....

"is everything ready?"

"yes young master"

"hmm..... lets go.... "

today is the first day after the accident i m going back to the office.... i didnt ask much.. my manager said that the contract is coming in... ah... i am an idol???  it is a little too much.... but when i look back... i m not going to be kim jaejoong anymore..... i m give a second chance to live.... so i ll live to the fullest.... i believe that the chance given to me by god is something i should appreciate...... luckily... i love singing very much... i ll be doing things that i love very much.... for the first  time in my life i feel i m free as a bird... it is like i m rebirth again..... dad... junsu... one day i ll be searching for u...... i ll missing all the people i know ... even the scary yunho... argh.... thinking about him.. i really hope i never meet no see him again this time....

i walk into the building.... hmmm.. this building seem familiar.. where do i see it before...

walking into the elevator.. to meet the president.... when the secretary opened up the door...

"hello... morning... i m back a.......a... "

"hello chris.... so.. u are back... "

i m sweating...... the demon that i dont want to meet.... is here.... Yunho!!!!!... suddenly my free world a few days ago.. feeling like a small cage again... even... smaller this time......