'yoonji? yohoo~ earth to yoonji' yixing playfully wave his hands in front of my face when i'm lost in my thought

'oh? oppa? what do you want?' i ask him when i realise that he's calling me

'we're here. everybody has get down and only you left now' yixing show me the empty bus now and i realise that all of them are not there

'oh, sorry. didn't realise it' i apologize and stand up from my sit follow by yixing

'so, what's going on? you seems to have a problem?' yixing ask me concernly when we get down from the bus

'nothing's going on. thanks for asking' i lie to him since i don't want to make him worry

'alright then. let's go to our room and take a rest, okay?' he smile at me, the nice smile not the smirk one

we proceed to our own room and i finally lay my body on the bed as soon as i enter my room. i sigh while staring blankly to the ceiling. 

'why should i be thinking of him? i don't even have any interest on him?' i ruffle my hair because of a headache

a knock on my door startled me from my thought and i quickly get up from the bed to see who's knocking on my door

'wassup' luhan greet with a stone face and enter my room before i even give him the permission

'what do you want?' i ask with a tired face

'just taking my clothes. i forgot about it' luhan answer while searching for his clothes in the room

'so, where is it?' i ask when he's still searching for his clothes for 10 minutes

'humm. i thought it's here. oh, so it's not here, huh' luhan just smile innocently at me while tapping his fingers on his chin

'so, what are you waiting for? i need some rest now' i ask him while still holding on the open door

'okay, i'm just getting straight to the point now. who's that guy that you met on the beach just now?' luhan suddenly ask me 

'you saw him?' i ask with a shock face

'yeah. i accidently saw him. so, who is he? he doesn't seems like your friend' luhan ask carefully and his eyes are not looking at me

'he's the guy who snap our picture back at the airport. we just met accidently. why are you asking?' i ask him curiously since he's not the busybody type of guy

'what did he want from you? you seems troubled after he left' luhan reply with a curious face

'nothing. he didn't ask anything for me. why don't you just let me have some rest? i'm tired. please' i avoid the topic and try to shoo him since i don't want to tell him anything about what me and jaejin talk about

'i was just trying to be a good friend' luhan said before leaving the room with a piss off face

'thanks for being my good friend' i said to him after he leave the room

'friend huh?' i mutter and suddenly i feel my tears on my cheek

'damn it. why am i crying? he just trying to be good to you. can't you be happy?' i scold myself while wiping away the tears

'you pabo, just admit that you don't want his concern as a friend' i scold myself again like a crazy person but the fact is, i just can't take the truth that luhan is just seeing me as a friend

i cry silently by the door and try to wipe my tears which is rolling down more than before. i finally stop crying after a while and start to walk to my bed to have a sleep

the next day, i wake up to see my puffy eyes. i hide my puffy eyes with make up so that no one will knows that i cried. the routine for the day from what i know is just free activity for us. I decide to take a walk at the swimming pool which is weirdly become a comfortable place for me. once again, i sit by the pool and once again, somebody will interrupt me.

‘what do you want?’ i ask jongin with a cold voice

‘did you cried?’ he ask to me when he sit beside me making me flustered.

‘no’ i answer with a low voice

‘don’t lie. Your eyes are puffy’ he reply with a concern face

‘alright. I cried just now. So what!’ i accidently raise my voice causing him flinch

‘don’t be mad. I’m just asking. So, what’s wrong? Can you tell me? if there is something i can help you i would’ jongin ask to me carefully

‘there is nothing you can help me though’ i answer, once again with a cold voice

I don’t know what has been into me that makes me treat him coldly. Maybe it’s just that i’m being a sensitive and i totally hate myself right now. I feel sorry to jongin who nicely try to talk to me but instead he get a cold treatment

‘look jongin. I’m sorry if i’m treating you badly right now. Thanks for asking though’ i finally smile to him which makes him feels relieve

‘oh, it’s okay. I’m the one who should apologize. So, whatever your problem is, i hope you can get through it. I’ll support you even though i don’t know what’s the problem is, okay? Remember, that you have me and the others behind you’ he said to me making me feel touched

‘thank you, jongin. Thanks for being my good friend’ i sincerely said to him and hug him

‘no problem’ he reply with a pat on my head

After talking to jongin, i suddenly feel the strength to get through my problem. I decide to go to the airport first to tell jaejin that i’m not interested to be his girlfriend. After that, i thought that i would confront luhan and tells him about my feelings.

‘okay mission one, start’ i act like a spy and got stares from the workers in the hotel while i’m heading to the airport

As soon as i arrive at the airport, i search for jaejin everywhere but i can’t see him.

‘where is he? ’i mumble while tapping my foot on the floor

‘you come’ jaejin’s voice from behind me making me flinch

‘ah, there you are’ i reply to him with a smile

‘so, what’s your answer?’ jaejin quickly ask me

‘i’m sorry, i can’t be your girlfriend. I have someone that i like. Thanks for your offer’ i said smoothly and bow to him as a sign of apologize

‘seriously?’ he ask me back with a disbelief face

‘tch. I really thought that you would take my offer but then you turn me down. So, i have no choice than to take you forcely’ his face suddenly change from a soft one to a a tight one

‘let’s go’ he suddenly grab my wrist and pull me

‘what are you doing? Yah, let me go. What’s wrong with you?’ i try to pull back my hand but his grip is really strong

‘you have the perfect face for my new girl. I can’t let you go’ he said while still pulling me with him

‘w-what? Did you mean, e?’ i ask him with a shock face

‘that’s right. you’re pretty smart, huh’ he smirk to me and continue grabbing me when suddenly i feel a grab on my other wrist making us stop

‘let her go’ i turn around to see luhan there, with a serious look. He’s still holding my other wrist

‘then, what? You’re gonna punch me if don’t let her go? You’re not even her boyfriend’ jaejin reply sarcastically

‘i said, let her go’ luhan repeat, this time with a death stare. I could see he’s clenching his jaw

Jaejin was about to open his mouth when luhan suddenly grab his arm and pull it backwards

‘ouch! Stop! Stop! It hurts’ jaejin whine like a kid when luhan pull it more

‘luhan, stop it’ i try to stop him from committing a crime

Luhan finally stop after i told him to do so. He give a punch on jaejin’s face after he let him go making jaejin’s lips bleed.

‘if i see you approach her again, i swear i would make you limp’ luhan hold on jaejin’s collar and threaten him

‘luhan, please. Let’s go’ i plead to him to stop since i’m still in shock and i try to not cry there

Luhan finally let him go and give him a stare before taking my wrist and pull me away from jaejin. I turn around for a second to see jaejin still in pain and stare at me with a disastified look. I turn to the front to see luhan’s face showing that he’s mad. His grip on my wrist also become tighten as we walk out of the airport

‘luhan’ i call his name as his grip hurt my wrist

He didn’t even listen to me and continue on grabbing me away.

‘luhan, it hurts’ i try call his name again, carefully to not make him mad

Only after i said that it hurts that he let go of my hands. He stare at my wrist for a second before looking at me

‘sorry, i didn’t mean it’ he apologize while looking elsewhere earning a shake of my head meaning that i’m okay with it

‘why are you here?’ i ask him with a curious face while holding on my wrist

‘i-i follow you from the hotel’ he answer to me honestly

‘why?’ i ask again making him sigh

‘can’t you just be thankful to me for saving you from that guy who nearly sell you out as a e?’ he blurt out but then he close his mouth with a guilty face

‘sorry, i didn’t mean the last word’ he quickly apologize to me when my face change after he said it

‘no, it’s my fault for trusting people easily. Thank you for saving me by the way’ i reply with a bitter face then walk away from him since i feel hurts by his words

‘yoonji, i’m sorry’ luhan once again apologize as i’m walking away from him but i totally ignore him

‘mission two. Fail. Badly’ i mumble as i leave luhan behind when he didn’t even try to chase me