I want to learn and study but I don't have money. My dream is getting farther and farther away. I'm losing my faith. Is this worth fighting for? When's this kind of situation going to end?

We went to Patland Preston, Market Market, Asian store, Value Village, and Co-Op.

We bond but is there happiness or just a constant reminder that we can't afford most.

Sad. Hatred. Isolation. Depression. Discouraged. 

Seeing others succeed and me still down here. My parents are still down here. Sad how reality likes to degrade them by making them settle for less when they work so hard and it's now affecting me too.