I Can't...

Unexpected

" Hanbin... there is something that I need to tell you... Its about my past. " I looked into his eyes.

" Ahem. Okay, say it now. " His commanding tone sended shivers down my spine.

" When I went to Singapore 5 years ago, everything was so fresh and new. I do not know anyone there, neither did I have friends. Everyone was clique all together, so it was hard for me to join them. However, there was this guy that will always approach me and he became my only friend. He started introducing me to his friends and soon I had quite a number of friends... As time goes by, we started to develop feelings for each other, and that was when I realized that he didn't liked me at all. It was all a prank. It was a dare. He came close to me just to win the bet. I broke down super badly when I found out about it and I started going to clubs, to drink and flirt with guys. It was until a few months ago that I'm just so tired of all these bulls and I needed to getaway from these... Sorry that I didn't trust you... " I looked down, sobbing. As J was not able to face Hanbin because of all the guilt.

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Hanbin's pov

".... Sorry that I didn't trust you... " She look down sobbing.

You shouldn't.

Don't trust me.

I will hurt you...

I really want to just push you away, but I can't...

It's supposed to be a 'no strings attached' plan.

 

" I will always be there for you, don't worry. I won't be like him. " 

 

I'm sorry, Chaeyeon.

Really sorry.

It was never my intention to hurt you. 

But trust me for this once, that all my feelings for you was true.

 

Will you forgive me when you found out about the truth one day?

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" Guys! Let's meet at club555 tonight! To celebrate our soon to be couple's patching!! " Bobby exclaimed while having his arms over Hae Eun shoulders.

" Babe, I'll pick you up. " Hanbin whispered to me.

" Nah, its okay. I will go with Hae Eun. " I rejected him teasingly.

" Aw.. okay." I could feel the sadness in his tone.

" See you there!" I hit his shoulders and went home with Hae Eun.

 

I wore an opened back black dress with my caged heels. I casually applied light make-up and headed out.

" Chaeyeon. " That voice...

Hanbin?

I looked up and saw him leaning against the gate.

He was wearing a white blouse and a slightly ripped black jeans.

Okay. I admit. He looked so hot right now.

He pinkish lips and curvy jawlines.

And when he smiled, i felt a shiver down my spine.

I blushed so hard.

" Hi..."

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Hanbin's pov

The sound of the door opening could be heard.

I felt my heart thumping so fast.

I know I shouldn't fall in love with her.

In fact I shouldn't even develop any feelings towards her.

I have never fallen in love. 

Why this time round?

 

I stared at the door as it swung open.

She was wearing a black dress.

She's deadly gorgeous at that moment.

Her hair that was brown with a slight tint of red, her rose coloured lips send my heart fluttering.

At that moment, I just wanted to forget everything and love her without any restrictions.

Just me and her.

But I know I can't. 

As I know that she will get hurt if I do that.

Not just emotionally but also physically.

He is not someone that I want to risk messing with.

Not when the risk is on Chaeyeon.

 

 

 

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