Chapter 12

Baby, We'll Be Alright
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Jihwan notices the empty drawers that used to hold Eunhae’s clothes and personal belongings. The poster of Super Junior on her wall was gone, and also the pictures of her siblings. They were all being packed into a box and the one suitcase that Eunhae brought with her from America. He looks around at her lined sneakers, a little confused.

 

“Eunhae?” He calls. He stares at her, begging for an answer. “What are you doing?”

 

Eunhae shoves a shirt in her suitcase. None of them were folded. It looked like she just grabbed a pile of clothes and threw it down. “I’m going home.”

 

Jihwan’s mind blanks. “What?”

Eunhae glares at him, like he just knocked her ice cream cone out of her hand.

Jihwan lowers himself to his knees, and scans the items that are being put away. “Are you moving…?” Away?

 

“I’m going home,” Eunhae states.

Jihwan literally stops Eunhae’s hands as it moved to close the suitcase. “Why? The date for our debut is already set. We have a chance! Kids our age sacrificed their lives and you're going to throw yours away?"

Eunhae slaps Jihwan’s hands away and sighed. “Do you really not get it?”

 

Jihwan shakes his head, but he stays silent to let her know that he’s listening.

 

“My parents were in Super Junior, you know that right?” Eunhae starts, her words jumbling with each other from how fast she’s talking. “They have come so far to live a quiet life, I can’t do this to them. Being an idol means exposing my life.”

“Are you ashamed of your parents?” Jihwan asks softly. “Love’s not a crime.”

 

“I’m not ashamed of them,” Eunhae murmurs. “I’m just afraid of what people will do if they find out. My family could be in danger…”

“Aren’t you using your English name on stage?” Jihwan reasons. “No one really knows you that well.”

 

Eunhae says nothing, and finally manages to close her suitcase.

 

Jihwan stays rooted, ready to spring up if Eunhae walks out. She can’t just go. Their lives are just about to get started.

 

“Stay,” Jihwan begs.

Eunhae takes a good look at her best friend.

“I’ll make it worth your while,” Jihwan adds.

 

Eunhae opens her suitcase, and commands Jihwan to help her unpack.

 

~

 

Eunhyuk-ah...when I first saw you, when I was in my second year of middle school, I thought of doing a duet with you, and I also thought of doing Super Junior with you. As compared to saying I like you, I think saying I love you is more fitting. I love you, I love you, I really love you. A text message came, I love you now. I wish that it’s from you, I love you….

 

Eunhae listens to Donghae’s deep voice, flat out confessing his love to Hyukjae. She leans her back on the bathroom wall, her phone in her hand. The audio keeps repeating, but Eunhae doesn’t have any intention of c

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MissLavi #1
Chapter 22: You said that we should upvote if we shed a tear referring to a certain chapter near the finale, but I had a knot in my throat since chapter 2. So when I read all the story I was shedding more than one tear T-T
I usually feel emotional reading or watching well written stories, but it's very rare of me to cry because of them. And I'm convinced that happened not only because you told sad events, but because your wonderful narration made us see simple, intimate moments between lovers or family like the real treasures they are. Some of us can relate in some way to Donghae and Hyukjae's struggles, or value much more our loved ones, but I'm sure everyone was impacted in one way or another by this story. Thank you very much for it ♡
inkartemis
#2
Chapter 22: i love this so much i'm staying up late to finish the entire story and it's amazing and i cried so much at the latter parts. thank you for writing this and i am actually a fan of your works!!!! ♡
Sammyeol
#3
I'm not sure if there's a chance you'll read this or not, but I really like this fic and I'm seriously thinking about translating it. Anyways I will most definitely mention the original writer and link it with this one if I go through with it. Have a good day ♡
adrashakura
#4
Chapter 22: Every chapter, i cried. This is so beautiful and i cried again.
Sammyeol
#5
Haven't read it yet, but I'm sure I'm gonna cry a lot
LeeLenaMx #6
Chapter 21: You won the upvote... you got me with the mental and real tears... thank you for sharing this sweet and sad story
ddohaedalnim
#7
Chapter 21: I just comeback here to shed some tears, gosh this story never failed to make me crying like a baby, such a beautiful story, thank youuu, thank youuuuu for writing it ಥ‿ಥ
arcee_bee
#8
Chapter 21: I didn't expect this story to turn like this! I love this!
I love DongHae and HyukJae's family and I love the feeling your story brought me
I love their children, especially EunHae !
Thank you for a wonderful fic
dbsj0001
#9
Chapter 22: I'm obviously stalking all your fics but my heart is just so overwhelmed and I'm hiding under my blanket cause I'm full out crying after reading that epilogue. I didn't miss that greys anatomy reference though and I thought that was a really great inclusion haha...I thought three chapters before the end that Eunhae's thoughts in italics might be her eulogy to Eunhyuk and that just made me cry more thinking about it. That was a lovely family and it was full of love that I can't help myself. I'm just a sap and if this was a movie I would buy the DVD and watch it in theaters a dozen times lol

That ending was painful in the most beautiful way possible <3 Thank you!
eunnahaela
#10
Chapter 22: There's a note saying that, "Upvote if you shed tears". I need to upvote then.
But, seriously, this story is well-written. I never knew Donghae's lyrics in Lost is for Hyukjae. Sometimes I think when they wrote songs and said they are about Hyukjae/Donghae, I really think they meant that.
Whether is platonic love or real love, only they know the truth. I hope fans especially ELF can support them and Super Junior regardless their decision related to their own personal life. They all in their 30's anyway. They should date and get married, having Super Junior's juniors and enjoy their life. Kekeke