4th Try: You, always you.

Unsaid : The Seven Times Hyewon Tried To Confess
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How can you tell you have feelings for someone? Is it where you tell yourself "i like *her/him " or is it there all along but you didn't paid attention to it until you just realize you have it?

In Hyewon's case, she can't tell. Yes, she told Minju she likes Eunbi the moment she realized it but what if the feelings was there all along before she knew she had it and she just didn't noticed it?

That was when her other friends came, Chaewon and Yena. 

"We knew Kwangbae, longer than you expected. We knew it before you realized you like her" Yena stated

"You aren't being subtle about it or maybe Yena and I were good observant. You're adding a little too much in everything when it comes to Eunbi." Chaewon added.

Hyewon just can't understand why telling your feelings to your friends is much easier than confessing to the one you actually have feelings for.

 

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Hyewon groans when she feels someone is poking her cheeks but she paid no attention to it and just changed her sleeping position.

She felt another tickle, this time on her nose, "Five more minutes, mom" she said annoyed

"I'm not your mom but I'll tell her what you have been doing if you won't wake up at the count of three, Kang Hyewon."

Hyewon open her eyes in an instant when she heard the familiar voice of Eunbi and sat up straight, "" the dizziness hit her, "I'm up. I'm awake"

Her eyes landed on the older girl with her hands on her hips and is ready to nag Hyewon. She mentally cursed herself for giving a spare key of her house to Eunbi.

"What are you doing here this early, Eunbi?"

"Early? It's already lunch, Kang Hyewon. What time did you sleep?" 

"Uhh...one?" but Eunbi raised an eyebrow at her, not believing her answer. With no choice left, she scratched her head and avoided Eunbi's gaze, "Four am"

Well, she stayed up all night playing games. 

"Figured that out, you didn't even bother to go to your room" that's when Hyewon roamed her eyes, she fell asleep in the living room.

"Oh"

"Yeah, oh. Get up and do your waking up routines. I'll prepare our lunch"

Not wanting to pissed Eunbi more, she stood up immediately and ran to her bathroom upstairs.

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After brushing her teeth and splashing water on her face, she went down. She didn't bother to fix her hair and she probably looks like a lion with disheveled hair because it's just Eunbi around and the older won't judge her.

In no time she reached the kitchen, Eunbi had her back on her making juice. Hyewon sat on her chair and waited for Eunbi.

"Thanks for the food," Hyewon said when Eunbi sat in front of her, "I'm so famished!" and started to dig-in.

"Slow down, no one's gonna take the food away from you" Eunbi shook her head, she stood up and went to Hyewon's back, "You didn't even fix your hair, gosh Kang Hyewon, what would your life be without me?" Eunbi gathers Hyewon's hair, she uses her fingers to comb the younger's hair and tucked it behind her ears.

"You're such a child and a messy eater one!"

Hyewon looked at Eunbi and just smiled cheekily while chewing her food.

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It's already nine in the evening, the

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robogirl98
1748 streak #1
Chapter 6: Ok ok I’m loving this thank you for updating!!
reigngrey #2
Chapter 6: Wow. I dont know. I think there is still an opportunity but if eunbi is happy. I think its better that way
robogirl98
1748 streak #3
Chapter 5: oh...
Mint_choco97
#4
Chapter 5: Oh💔
reigngrey #5
Chapter 5: That hurts.
Lamismadetwitter #6
Chapter 5: Oof pain, my favorite feeling c:
Thanks for the update
soonov #7
Chapter 4: Oh gad
ironicqueen
37 streak #8
Chapter 4: shucks well that hurted... hyewon was SO close to confessing, but it seems like eunbi is too afraid to take such risks even in a hypothetical situation. i really feel bad for kwangbae. now she feels twice as worried and confused about confessing.

if i'll the be one to answer, then i guess my opinion stands on both sides. because of course, taking the risk may either make or break such a beautiful friendship. you have to really think about it clearly and consider all the outcomes, as well as *that* friend's take on it. you have to ask yourself "am i really willing to risk it all on the uncertain chance of my feelings being returned and for the sake of my own sanity" or "should i just keep it all inside and let it slowly break me into pieces?" sometimes it's important to consider your own emotions too, not just the chances and the risks. you can't keep it all inside forever. eventually, it'll explode, and before it does i advise that you say it earlier or else things get out of hand. ON THE OTHER HAND THO, in reality, if it was ME on the same situation, i'm definitely eunbi. contradict to what i always advise people, i myself isn't ready for what may come once i tell her, so in result i'm still stuck on square one. i'm such a hypocrite, i know :(( i kept it all for myself for like, what, 2 years? and i still feel the same. so much regrets there, mate. that's why i tell people to confess while they still have the chance to, otherwise they'll end up having the same fate as me (and upto this day i am still bothered and regretful by not doing so). it's not easy, but you gotta try.

hopefully, hyewon could still find it in herself to confess no matter how risky. as for eunbi, she has to face it and stop cowering away from the situation. who knows, they may actually feel the same but is too scared for different and the same reasons. IF they do feel the same, i'm afraid that if one of them don't confess sooner, then the other may lose her feelings or find somebody else while the former is left to hurt and regret. that's the last thing i ever want, so PLEASE authornim, don't let it end angstily ;-;

sorry for the lengthy comment. i got wayyyy too deep into this topic. anyways, thank you for updating this! i was afraid you wouldn't continue this anymore but thanks for coming back! looking forward to what hyewon's gonna do next. she won't give up easily, right?
Lamismadetwitter #9
Chapter 4: Big F for hyewon
Cutebunny21 #10
Chapter 4: Damn it’s so sad it kinda reminds me of myself...