Seriously, this is 2xxx words of random crap... I couldn't catch my drift in writing, but I gotta start somewhere.  Hence here!!! read at your own risk... (-_-;)     ~~~~~   "Kyu-ah... please listen..."
 
"Why should I when you never do..."
 
"But you know as much as it pains me for you to be mad at me... its something I..i can't...its against the contract to take extended leave just like that..."
 
"What do you mean 'just like that'... everyone with eyes can see you are obviously injured.  I highly doubt anyone will think you are wearing those leg brace to be y..." "You don't find me y?"
 
"tsk... really?! that's all you got from it."
 
Siwon slide closer from his seat in a moving van as he embrace a totally and rightfully pissed off chubbyKyu.  Although Kyuhyun have every intention to dodge those arms, the way Siwon's pouted and smile at the same time so cheekily have the younger totally miff at his own control.
 
Their time together have once again being limited due to Siwon's second film role in a HongKong movie.  Plus Kyuhyun's full schedule of shooting variety shows. Hence when Kyuhyun got to catch up with those loveable abs and blinding dimples.  He wanted to see if he could talk some sense into this rock of a head.  But like always, this smirking moron just manage to make Kyuhyun even madder and worried even more with him again putting work, commitment, work ahead of himself. 
 
Its a known fact that Siwon have a knee injury, he couldn't performance to his maximum ability.  That itself was hurting the taller profoundly.  He always tries his best in everything and all the time.  Knowing the limited performances he gets to proudly sing and dance in the group before another member disappear into army duty he got rather frustrated and that leads to more stress, which tense to worsen his health.  Plus the inhumane of flying countries to countries.  Kyuhyun mind as well just become a cabin crew if he wants to have a decent talk with Siwon.      As Siwon dejectedly pull away as he lower his head, no longer wants to argue with his lover since the time they get to spend with each other gets less and less through the years.  Times like now when they could be in each other comfort, all he really wanna do was to cuddle in those warm embrace of his Kyunni.  But unlike other times, Kyuhyun is determine to get his message across to his Siwon this time, or at least he'll try.    "can...can we just hold each other, while you fume at me... please..." Siwon begged.  Its usual and common for Siwon to beg and plead to his Kyu yet every time he does it.  Kyuhyun still can't believe his hold over this perfection of a man.  Especially when those kicked puppy eyes b on tears desperately not to fall.    Kyuhyun hard expression quickly turn soft as he mind plays the good and evil speech to each other.  pfft~~ what am I going on about... as soon as those kicked puppy eyes pair up with a soft mewl of a pleading kitten.  Kyuhyun was gone! His 'tsk' turned soothing, his brows knitted in a remorseful fashion, the way one corner of his lips gets bitten upon and lastly those backing-down eye rolls.    Siwon knew him just too well.  The way Siwon timidly lean his head closer and closer towards Kyuhyun's comfy chest, the way those eagle eyes lock on those brown round ones.  Before he knew it, Kyuhyun was cuddling the moron's head on his chest as the man 'hum' in serenity.  There's nothing Kyuhyun dislike about their position, he's just a bit annoy at his Siwon for getting him soft once again...so easily.   ~~~~~   As the taller enjoys the pure relaxation in his Kyuhyun's gentle touches, accompany with the calming sound of his baby's breaths.  He lost time in where and what they were there for.  Its moment like these Siwon so ever thankful for having Kyuhyun as his.  And no matter how time consuming or tight his schedules are, he wont neglect his duty as a SuperJunior and most of all Kyuhyun's protector.    As if Siwon doesn't know he's making everyone very worry with his injuries and his lack of proper rest.  But these years are the most important, if he wants to be recognise as a accomplish actor and not only perceive purely on his looks.  He wishes to be applaud for his skills and commitments.  After all for Choi Siwon to have a stand in public.  That seem to be the only way and time for him to come out to the world and claim Cho Kyuhyun as his with his head held high.    Siwon never plan to keep their relationship secret but for him to openly admit and be accepted along with the love of his life.  He needs to have a stand in society not as a perfection of a face only, but also for himself as a person.    They could easily conclude their artist status and move else where.  But that'll be hiding and running away from reality.  And Kyuhyun is just that precious for Siwon to fight for his right.  Consequently Siwon i