;Hara’s  POV         I walked down the hallway of TS Entertaintment up to the stairs which led to the rooftop garden. As I walked, I can hear the sounds coming from the first practice room which me and the girls had gone training before. I suddenly missed those days. But no, I wasn't here for that. I was here because I wanted to talk to Himchan. And if heaven permits, I can talk to the rest of B.A.P boys, even without Daehyun yet, and apologized to them. I decided to apologize to Daehyun last.   I opened the door of the rooftop garden and realized I came early. Himchan wasn't here yet. I wonder if I could text him and let him know I was already here. But I didn't find myself taking my phone out from my purse. So, I sat on one of the benches and waited for him. Only seconds after, the door creaked open. I turned my head in time to see Himchan making his way in.   "H-Himchan-ah..." I know he's older but I wasn't used in calling him oppa.   "Hara-yah..."   It was suddenly awkward I couldn't meet his eyes. "Mmm..are you busy? M-Maybe I'm just disturbing you or anything?"   "No, no." He said. "I'm not that busy at all." Silence engulfed us both again making it so awkward. Seriously, I called him because I have something to tell him but here I am, so tongue-tied in front of him. "What do you want to tell me?"   I looked up and met his eyes. "I..um, I want to apologize for everything. I want to apologize for ruining your friendship with Daehyun. And don't worry, your fans will not know anything about me and the baby. No words will come out from my mouth." I paused as I felt myself tearing up. "I'm really sorry, Himchan-ah."   It took him a moment to sigh and respond. "No, you don't have to apologize...because I'm at fault too. Don't take all the blame, Hara-yah." He caught my hand and filled the gap between us. He wrapped his arms around me the same moment a tear fell from my eyes making a spot on his shirt. "Daehyun will forgive us someday. Let's just give him time and whenever he's ready, we'll talk to him. At this moment, he's still mad and he wouldn't listen. Everything will get back to normal, Hara-yah, I promise you that. And please don't cry, the baby will be sad too."   I pulled away as I wiped my tears. "B-But what if he will never forgive us—"   "He will," he cut me off. "Let's just give him time. I know this isn't gonna be easy but I'm here. I'm always here for you. You probably don't need me because Nara's always been there but...I'll be there when you need me."   "Himchan-ah..."   "And the baby—"   "I will not abort him," I suddenly blurted it out, cutting him off. "I will not take abortion. I'm keeping him, I'm keeping the baby. But don't worry, I will not force you to be the father, I mean I will no