T H I R T Y - F I V E

I'm His Substitute Girlfriend
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;Nara’s  POV         "I'm sorry but we did everything we could do. I'm really sorry." I heard the doctor said the moment I opened the door of Hara's room. My twin sister's face cracked into a sob in Himchan's arms beside her. I felt a twinge of pain and sympathy for Hara. Tears swelled up in my eyes before I realize it.   No one in the room ever said a word. The only thing we could hear was Hara's painful sobbing. Yongguk oppa, Youngjae, Jongup, and Zelo were on the couch head down. Daehyun was in the corner of the room, leaning against the wall as he stared at the window. I know how he was mad at my twin sister but I'm really sure he didn't hope for something like this to happen. I can see it through his eyes.   I held my tears back as I slowly moved toward the bed. Hara saw me. From Himchan's arms, she went to me. I hugged her as tight as I could. I wanted her to feel that she's not alone, that whatever pain she's going through I'm with her.   "Nara-yah, the baby...." she sobbed. "The baby's gone. He's gone. He's gone just like that. I'd never got the chance to give him a name. He left. He left, Nara-yah."   I closed my eyes and a tear fell from my eyes. I honestly don't know what to say to her. Losing a child was sure unbearable. And I couldn't even say something to ease her pain.   I couldn't say 'it's okay' to her because it's definitely not okay. For everything my twin sister went through, this was the first time I didn't know how to comfort her.   So I just hugged her and let her cry in my arms.         Hara stayed in the hospital for three days and I was there with her. I didn't see her cry for the whole three days I was with her and it made me so worried about her. She didn't skip eating though, which was good. What made me so worried about her was that she didn't shed a tear since the incident. I don't know if she'd already accepted the baby's death or she's just trying to appear strong.   The next day, she was discharged from the hospital. She stayed at the dorm for a day and then she decided to leave the next morning. All her bags were packed and she's ready to go. But I'm not confident enough to let her commute by herself.   "I can go with you if you want to." I told her.   She smiled at me as she zipped her bag close. "It's fine, Nara-yah. I can take care of myself."   "But—"
  "Trust me, okay? I'm fine. I can get home to Mokpo by myself."   I sighed. "Are you really sure you're okay?"   "I'm not gonna jump off the railway and let myself get hit by a train if that's what you're thinking." She was smiling at me. Her eyes didn't seem though.   "It's not that," I pouted at her. "I'm just..."   "Worried about me." She finished it for me. I looked at her and I noticed how her eyes shined with tears but she blinked it back. She grabbed my arms and hugged me tight. "Thanks for everything, Nara-yah. I appreciate everything what you did and what you will do for me. You're a great twin sister, didn't I tell you that?"   I laughed softly in her arms. "You did." We fell silent for a moment as we hugged each other. I can feel a drop of Hara's tears on my shoulder. Only then I felt a lump on my throat. "Everything will be alright, Hara-yah, everything will be alright..." I rubbed my palms against her back when I felt her obvious sobbing on my shoulder. I pulled back and dried her tears with my thumb.   "The baby's gone..." Hara tried to bite her bottom lip when it quivered as she spoke. "Was it the price I should pay for hurting and betraying Daehyun?"   "Hara, don't say that." I muttered.   "The baby's innocent, Nara-yah." She cried. "He shouldn't be the one p
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-2Mirae-
14 streak #1
Chapter 64: Haven't read this in forever XD forgot about all those feels while reading the story~
Ramasu #2
Chapter 64: I really like this story it’s really good. You did a great job
FirexIce
#3
Chapter 53: ZELO U LITTLE , I LOVE YOU
FirexIce
#4
Chapter 48: DAEHYUN U
tonnettie
#5
Chapter 63: Re-reading once again! Still hoping for a special chapter for Nara and Daehyun ( a sequel will be much better) hahaha!
purplekpop
#6
Chapter 15: OH MY GOSH SHE DID NOT
but she did
i cannot believe this girl actually went and got pregnant with someone else's kid
moon95
#7
Chapter 64: Just finished re-reading it omg how i wish this has sequel *^*
Overdose_Kpopers
#8
Chapter 15: Im so...shocked! Whattt Hara's baby's father is Himchan? (I'm shocked because he's my ultimate bias) btw great story author nim! <3