As boring time passes, I just realized today was my 18 birthday.

Well, no classes today. Just sleep. No one will wish you a happy birthday anyway. I tought

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My stomach suddenly becoming really really hurt. 

Holy f. I was on my period. All I could do is just sleep. I was imagining how good it will be if I have a boyfriend to protect me... But I don't even know a single name of my friend.

I start getting bored. Well, I always got bored. So I decided to write my diary. 

"2 june 2014,

Today was my birthday. That mean, it have been 4 years since oppa left. Yes, he died on my birthday. 

It have been 4 years I didn't even let out a single tears Or smile. 

I don't think I'm cold. My heart just froze. 

It have been 4 years of talking to no one. 

People said, I could die anytime soon.

If I really have to die, then let me.

Let me die before I should. 

I couldn't resist this life.

Well, kim hara, you're such an idiot.

It was your fault. Who told you to be cold ?

Yourself.

And you told yourself to die before you should ? 

Haha, kim hara is a fool. 

Who the hell want to play with you ? 

No one. 

I'm so done with my life. 

I want someone to protect me. 

Anyone. 

-HaRa-"

I somehow feel relieve after writing my diary.

Well, diary is the best listener.

Dammit. I was so hungry, and there's no food.

Ugh. I have to go to the market. I hate this. I use my pink hoodie and sneakers. 

I just bough some vegetable, and instant noodles. The best food I can eat is noodle. How unhealthy. 

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When I reach home, I quickly cook the noodles. 

I look at the clock 17:30. Perfect. I haven't eat anything.

As the noodles is ready, I eat them. They're delicious. Trust me. 

After done eating, I go to my bedroom and check my phone. There's one message. 

From : Oh sehun

Heyy~happy birthday. Dont ask me where I got your phone number ! 

Oh sehun ? Wait... Ah ! isn't he's one of the kingkas ? The annoying bastard. But damn handsome. He's the only person i know in my school. 

But I hate him. Still. 

But, wait. How the hell he know my birthday ? 

Why the hell he wish me a happy birthday ?

How he got my number ?

How I have his contact ?! 

Ugh. Kim hara. You never solve question. Forgot it.

You will die because od solving those question anyway.

I have no classes tomorrow. Okay then. I'm going out. to the bookstore maybe. I need more novel to read. 

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I was arrived on the bookstore. I look around... there's too much novel to buy. 

After 30 minutes of thinking, I decided to buy det.

I went to the cashier and pay. 

"Oh ! You're kim hara, right ?" The ahjumma said 

"Neh, ahjumma" 

"Aigo ! You've gone soo pretty. It have been 2 years since you go to mt bookstore. Aigoo~ I'm so happy to see you" 

I actually want to ignore it. But I have manner.  So I smiled. Yup. Smile.

"Neh ahjumma, I need novel just now" 

"Aigo~ chakkaman. Isn't today is your birthday ?! Oh yes ! Happy birthday Hara~"

"Khamsahamnida ahjumma." I said then bow and left. 

I forgot about that ahjumma... haha.. she's so nice.

I wonder why...

 

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EH ?! IS IT TOO SHORT ? MIANHAEE~ 

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