Can i believe you? - 2
Being happy is not easyTiffany's thoughts:
That morning i felt so tired. Everything of my body hurted. I went downstairts in the kitchen and i saw Jason.
Tiffany: Jason, i have to stay at home today.
Jason: Whyy?
Tiffany: I'm too tired. I can't go to school like this. It will be too painful for me.
Jason: You mean not school .. to stay with me all day .. at this house .. are you sure?
I lowered my head because i knew what was that meaning ..
Jason: I knew it. Now go to school.
I sighted and went upstairs to get ready.
Luhan's thoughts:
Luhan: You should come to my house sometime ; )) - he smiled and winked to some girl.
Taeyeon: Luhan, do you know, where is Tiffany?
Luhan: Yesterday, she was at my house, we were practising our lines and suddenly she noticed that she was late for home.
Taeyeon: Ohh ..
Tiffany was late again. What was happeing with her .. ?
I sat on my place and looked to Mr. Turner who was speaking somethings, for which i wasn't giving a .
Suddenly, the door opened and Tiffany came in.
Tiffany: I'm sorry, i'm late.
She apologised and sat on her place.
Mr. Turner: Okay, it's not a problem. Everybody, go to your partners and have some practis for the lines!
Tiffany's thoughts:
Oh, great. Now, the stupid lines.
Luhan came and sat on my place.
Luhan: What's up, sweetie? ;)
Tiffany: Don't call me like that!
Luhan: Wow .. somebody is angry. Why are you so late again?
Tiffany: I overslept .. that was the reason that yesterday i had to be at home at 8:00. I always get in bed early, because i need more sleep. - this was sort of true.
Luhan: I got you. C'mon, we have to practise the lines.
Tiffany: I don't want to.
Luhan: Why?
Tiffany: I just don't want to. - Luhan grabbed my hand. - Let me go!
I screamed and everybody looked at me.
Luhan: Oh god .. just calm down okay? I was just joking.
I took a breath and went to the corner in the room.
Luhan: What is happening with you today?
Tiffany: Why are you questioning me??
Luhan: Do you want to practise the kiss?
Tiffany: NO!
Finally, the school alarm rang and i grabbed my bag, but it was opened so all the papers fell on the ground.
Tiffany: Thanks.
Luhan: Hey, what happend to your neck? - surprised.
Tiffany: Nothing. - I grabbed my bag.
Taeyeon: C'mon Tiffany.
We left the room and went to our lockers.
Taeyeon: Hey .. what is happening? Do you have some secret boyfriend or ..
Tiffany: NO! - i put my jacket on the locker.
Taeyeon: Then what is this?
Tiffany: Nothing, okey?
Luhan: It looks like a hickey. - he laughed and went to his locker.
Tiffany: Luhan, just shut up okay? I'm tired of your bulls. There are so many girls out there, why don't you pick one of them?! Why me?? My life is already a nightmare and you make it worse. Just stop, okay?? - i locked my locked and runned to the bathroom crying.
Luhan's thoughts:
I was just staying there. I wasn't able to say anything. I didn't know what happend, but i felt really awful.
Kris: Dude, she is crying. You have to apologise.
Lay: That's right.
Luhan: I know .. i'm going to go in her house after school.
I felt really awful. I had never thought that Tiffany's life is so bad. She was looking so perfect.
Tiffany's thoughts:
I missed the Geography class. Taeyeon and Sunny wrote me so many messages, but i ignored them. I went to home. I really wanted to go home, after all that that happened. I got in front of the door and opened it. I entered and closed the door after me.
Jason: Who is it?
Tiffany: M-me.
Jason was staying at the living room. I left my bag on the floor and went to him.
Jason: What are you doing here? - he drank from his bear.
Tiffany: I didn't want to stay at school anymore.
Jason: And you escape from school? - one more sip.
Tiffany: Yes.
He left the bear on the table and stood up. He stood in front ot me and slapped me on my face with all of his strenght. I touched my cheek and started to cry.
Jason: You are so stupid.
Tiffany: I-i'm sorry.
I looked at him with my tearing eyes but he suddenly grabbed my hair and dragged me upstairs.
Tiffany: Oh .. please stop. It hurts!!
I was crying and he ingored me. He took me to his room and pushed me on the bed.
Jason: It's time for fun. ;))
I looked at him and he started to remove his belt.
Tiffany: Jason, NO!!
Jason: What did you said?! No?! You will see what "no" means.!
I started to cry loudly when he suddenly hit me whit his belt. It hurt so much that i screamed.
Tiffany: Jason, please stop!
After a while, he stopped but suddenly climbed on the bed and started touching my body. What was he doing?
Jason: It's time for a new things.
Luhan's thoughts:
Tiffany missed all the classes .. i had to go to her house to apologise. I left the school and crossed the street. I went to her house and knocked on the door. I didn't get an answer. I pushed the door really lightly and it suddenly opened. I entered and saw her bag on the floor .. but where was she? I heard some noise .. Maybe it was going from her room.
Luhan: Tiffany!!
I went upstairs. I went to the room where the noise was coming from. The door was slightly opened and i looked inside. But when i looked i saw Tiffany lying on the floor screaming from pain. And then i saw her brother hitting her with his belt. Oh My God!
On the next day, Tiffany's thoughts:
Finnaly, Friday. I sightend and opened my locker.
Luhan: Tiffany!
Great. Just great. I rolled my eyes and looked at him but he was looking worried.
Tiffany: What, Luhan?
Luhan: Is there something, that you might want to tell me?
Tiffany: No, why?
Luhan: Because .. - looked around and grabbed my hand.
Tiffany: What are you doing??
He took me to the end of the hall.
Tiffany: What the hell are you doing?
Luhan: Yesterday, i came to your house to apologise ..
Tiffany: WHAT?! :O
Luhan: Who was that boy?
Tiffany: What boy?
Luhan: Don't pretend like you don't know .. i heard a noice and went upstairs to see what was going on and i saw you lying on the floor and ..
Tiffany: Luhan.
Luhan: Who was that?
Tiffany: Look, i want you to pretend like you didn't see anything yesterday .. just forget it, okay?
I turned back and went ahead but Luhan followed me.
Luhan: Did he did that hickey on you? Tell me who was that?
I ignored him and continued walking towards the classroom. I entered the room and sat on my desk. Luhan sat right next to me where usually was sitting a boy named Tom.
Tom: Hey, this is my place!
Luhan: Go, find somewhere else.
Tom sat behind us and Luhan put his hand around my chair.
Luhan: Tiffany, talk with me.
His voice sounded sincerely. I looked him in the eyes. I felt like .. i could believe him .. i don't know why.
Tiffany: After school, in your house.
Luhan: Okay. - and he went on his place.
Taeyeon: Hey, Tiffany. - and looked at Luhan's hand.
Tiffany: Heyy, Taeyeon. : ))
After school:
Tiffany: I'm going in Luhan's house.
Jason: Why now?
Tiffany: Because we have to work on our project.
Jason: Be at home at 7:00!
Tiffany: Okay.
I went out of the door and went to Luhan's car.
Luhan: Is everything alright?
Tiffany: Yes, yes. - i put my seat belt.
We were at his house for 5 minutes.
Luhan: Do you want me to carry your bag?
Tiffany: No, thank you.
Why was he trying to be nice? We entered in the living room and Luhan left his bag on the floor.
Luhan: Mom, i'm home. - hi didn't get an answer. - She is probably at work .. you can leave your bag on the floor like me, if you want ..
I left it on the floor and we went in his room. He suddenly changed his t-shirt with another one.
Luhan: Sorry, but this one was tingling. - he laughed.
Tiffany: Oh, nothing. : )
I sat on his bed and he sightned and sat next to me.
Luhan: C'mon tell me.
Tiffany: Luhan, can i believe you? - i looked at him.
Luhan: Avcourse .. probably i have never given you a real reason to think like that, but yes avcourse, you can believe me.
Tiffany: Do you promise?
Luhan: I promise.
I coudn't believe that i was talking with him for this.
Tiffany: That boy yesterday wasn't my boyfriend .. he was my brother.
Luhan: What the ?! - he was shocked - Your brother was hitting you so .. hardly .. - i agreed - basically that means that he is bullying you? - i agreed again - what an ing idiot.
He suddenly stood and grabbed his phone but i stopped him.
Tiffany: No, you promised me Luhan.
Luhan: Yes i know but you shoudn't stay there!!
Tiffany: There's no where else i can go.
Luhan: Where are your parents?
Tiffany: My biological father died years ago, but my mum left us in orphanage because she didn't want to take care of us anymore .. after 4 years when i became 11 my foster parents died in a car accident and i was left with Jason who was already in his 18 ..
Luhan: And every school year i was making fun of you .. i really ..
Tiffany: It's okay .. you didn't know that ..
Luhan: Tiffany, please let me help you.
Tiffany: No, Luhan i can't .. you don't understand .. - my eyes got teary.
Luhan: Noo .. please don't cry. - he grabbed my hand. - C'mon let's just do our practise.
I sat on the floor and started to read my lines.
After 2 hours i looked at my watch and i saw that it was already 6:45.
Tiffany: I have to go.
Luhan: Do you want to drive you?
Tiffany: It will be good. Thanks.
I went downstairs, picked my bag and went to his car. He got his keys and we headed of.
When i was with him i was feeling safe. I don't know why but .. i was feeling really good around him.
We got in front of my house and Luhan stopped the car.
Tiffany: Thanks for the drive. : )
Luhan: Hey, call me back later, i wanna know that you are okey.
Tiffany: Okay, i will do that. And please, don't tell anybody. Please.
Luhan: Okay i wouldn't.
I smiled and went inside my house.
Jason: Right in time. - he shouted from the kitchen. - Come here.
I went to the kitchen and i saw him drinking bear .. he was drunk - perfect.
Tiffany: Yes.
Jason: Are you ready for Friday night .. there's no school tomorrow .. - he smiled and pushed me on the table.
Tiffany: Jason, please leave me alone.!
Jason: I can't .. - he bite his lips - how could our parents made such a beautiful sister to me. - and he started to touch my body.
Tiffany: Jason, we can help you. Just stop drinking and hurting me. Everything will be alright and we could start again. Pleasee ..
Jason: I think, that i like it more that way ..
He smiled and picked me up. He took me to his bedroom .. always the same .. and started hitting me.
I was screaming, shouting, but he was just so captive that he didn't even noticed my screamings. After 5 minutes i couldn't handle it anymore and punched him in his stomach.
Jason: Ah, you little . Come here. NOW!
I tried to escape the room but he grabbed my leg and i fell on the floor.
Jason: That way, it will be more easy.
He punched me with all of his strengh that i lost my consciousness.
Luhan's thoughts:
Tiffany hadn't phone me .. and it was already 11:25 .. I wanted to tell my mum but i promised her not tell anybody ..
Tiffany's thoughts:
My eyes opened slowly. I saw Jason over me and he was continuing. I looked the clock. I was in unconsciousness for about 3 hours. Suddenly Jason stopped and stood up.
Jason: Now, you can go to your room.
I slowly went to my room and brought my phone. I phoned Luhan.
Luhan: Tiffany, are you alright? - i was crying. - Tiffany ..
Tiffany: I-I'm okay .. we will talk tomorrow. Bye ..
I closed my phone and left it on my nightstand.
To be continued ..
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