Kim Taeyon - Closer OST To The Beautiful You http://youtu.be/a8AnP6V2HCo   Hear this song when you read it^^ ENJOY!   Luhan opens his eyes as he could feel the vibrate of his phone, when he tried to stand up it feels so weak. He feels dizzy and pressure inside his head. Luhan groaned in pain as he tried to reach his phone that placed on his table. He inkling the message is important.    Yixing who just took a shower stepped out from the bathroom. He looked at Luhan who tried to reached his phone while other hands massage his head. He sighed "you should take a rest, Luhan" he went to the table and grabbed Luhan's phone.   "Here" he gave him his phone and went to choose his shirt and pants. Luhan open the message that is from Nana   Luhan, can we meet? will wait for you at Han river   He don't know why but he feels scared yet nervous with the message. With a sigh he strengthen himself to get up. Luhan open his drawer took his medicine and some water. He swallow it and massage his forehead again.   "where do you want to go? don't you remember you were fainted last evening because you forgot to eat your medicine? you have to take care of yourself! and yesterday, I heard you didn't eat and could you explain to me why?" Yixing naged worriedly.   Yes Yixing was right. He had faint last evening because he forgot to bring his medicine.   Luhan sigh "I'm okay now, don't worry"   "does she knows about your condition, Luhan?" he stare at Yixing and shook his head "You should tell her about---"   "Are you insane Lay? what if she knows that I have a brain cancer? she must be sad! I don't want that happened! can't you get it? let me misery bear this" Luhan said almost cry and went out. Yixing hung his head low and unconsciously he almost dropped his tears seeing Luhan like that. He had know him long time ago.                                                                                                                 Nana was siting on the bench as she stare blankly at the view of Han river while waiting for Luhan. The reason why she wants to meet him is, she had decide her answer for his question. Luhan's face started to full fill her mind *what should I do?* she scream inside her thought.   Nana ruffled her hair in crestfallen as she cover her face with her small plams "why me? why can't I be happy for a once?why?!" she asked herself in a frim tone. It is hard for her to make a discussion. its very hard that she even can't think properly.  its very  hard to think about her mother's sake, about her life. If she deal with Baekhyun, what about Luhan? if she refuse Baekhyun's deal then what about her mother?   she's so stress think all that things, somehow she thought why does she even exit in this world if she can't live happily as everybody do!   "Luhan" she mumble softly. Her tears dropped as she started to think what is Luhan's react when he knows the answer   *luhan...* He is the only thing she thought for this moment. Nana started to cry. She don't care if people around see her like that. she is down right now that nobody she can share her problems with. usually Luhan will help her out with the problems. She's not willing to see him hurt again. Luhan has been waiting for a long time just to know her answer.    "I'm sorry luhan..I'm sorry" she mutter and sobbed   "I shouldn't meet you at the first place. I shouldn't begin your first love, begin you girlfriend! I'm such a bad girl! you should have meet a girl who know how do you feel who know how to take care of you. A girl know h