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Some everyday thoughts I write about Tao... 1000 thoughtsI was watching 90:2014 ep 5 with FTTS.
Tao didn't talk too much. He was so quiet.
Also, there is that moment where I felt like he lost confidence. When he was told to sing, he was hesitating, and when they all got to be in pairs like one of them had to pick a member he wanted to make a duet with, it was as if he was not waiting for anyone to choose him -and that's exactly what happened- as if he wasn't satisfied with his own voice, he was not confident. Am I the only one feeling that way? I really want to know if anyone of you have watched the episode... I don't want to pretend that I can understand him better than anyone but I was really feeling that way and I was sad about it. I don't want to see him losing confidence again, I want him to be the cheery happy guy who laughs a lot when he's really in a good mood. I don't want to see any sadness in his face. I know that we all might feel down from time to time, it happens to everyone and even to him and I can know when he's not feeling well or when he's worried about something (if I can dare to say this) but I also don't want him to pretend to be happy when he's not, I just want him to be happy, for real, I don't want a fake smile. If he's not feeling good I can share his sadness even if I can't know why exactly he's not cheerful, if he's really excited or glad about something I want him to laugh his heart out. Tao is honest. He has never lied and he has always said the truth and he doesn't pretend. He only
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