1 whole month.... It seemed like eternity. I don't know how I'll manage to survive from now on. I've missed you so so much, I still miss you like hell. I still want to see you, I still need to comfort you... Don't tell me you've realized your music dreams because it hasn't been a long time since you said "For the stage is my life" don't seek excuses, we know you have to leave, we've never been against it. Just take care of yourself, be happy, and fulfill your second dream, acting, even though you still want to to complete the other, and you could not. If it can't be helped, please don't feel guilty, don't be sad. I love you so much that I can't bear seeing you in this state.
Even though you smiled, to me you had never looked this sad.... Don't try to hide your pain behind that smile, it had never been that fake...
I'm crying over how life turned against him! T__________T the problem is, he never wanted to leave T______T I just remember the last time he cried on stage, he said "for the stage is my dream" And the members... they didn't show any reaction till now... he was alone today.. it would have been a bless if he wasn't that sad, if it was a normal birthday fanmeeting it would have been perfect, but he looked so sad he needed someone with him T_T

Thank you SM for stealing his only dream away from him. I hate you, sincerely.

I'm crying, I can't stop crying. I knew it already, I knew this would happen, so why does it hurt that much?