Chapter 5

(Storm's POV)

"Why do I always end up with you?" I asked Ken in amusement. Why do I always see this guy? Why does he likes to pop out from nowhere?

"Maybe because we're meant to be? I don't know hehe" Ken chuckled like a girl. Seriously, he always sounds like a freakin cassanova if you ask me. "By the way, where are you going? And why are you running?" he added.

"None of your business" i rolled my eyes and started to walk away from him.

"What do you mean "It's none of your business"? I just saved your life. It is my business now" he said while catching up on me.

"Shut up. I don't owe you anything. I didn't ask you to save my life in the first place" I said still walking

"Oh c'mon Storm :) I'm trying to be friendly here. Why do you always push me away?" he faked a frown.

"I push everybody away, don't feel special" i said.

"Then why do you always push people away? Why do you always shut us out? Is it your pride that keeps on stopping you to have friends? Why are you so quiet? Why do ----"

"I don't let people in my life because in the end of the day i know that all of you is going to leave me!!" I bursted.  I bit my lip to prevent my tears from falling "It's so easy to let people in but it's really hard to accept when they all started to leave you hangin', leaving you all alone. By yourself. With no one to lean on. Psh :| what am I saying? I know that you're not gonna understand my situation anyways because your life is so ing perfect!!!" i shouted.

"Perfect? Who says my life is perfect? Who says I AM PERFECT? My life is hard, too. My own brother hates me and my real father left me. I'm trying to be happy and jolly all the time. I'm smiling even though eveything hurts. I'm laughing even though i really want to cry everything out. I'm trying my best not to look weak. Don't act like you're the only one that is hurting" Ken suddenly said. Is he for real? Minute ago, he was all coo-coo and stuffs and minute after he's being emotional. Geez =__= talk about mood swings.

"Then why don't you act the things you feel? If you're sad, then cry. If you're depressed, then frown. If you're stressed, then shout. If you're angry, then punch a random guy around. Why are you faking everything, Ken-ssi?" i asked

"Because a Smile can bring smile to other's as well. It's not good to spread the bad vibes you have." Ken said while smiling. See? He seriously have terrible mood swings.

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It's Sunday and i need to go to the Park. I'm going to meet Ken-ssi. He's not that bad after all, especially he opened up to me yesterday. I just ... feel like talking to him. And maybe Jungkook is right, I need to have other friends as well. I'm becoming a burden to Jungkook already and now i feel ashamed. Speaking of Jungkook, I haven't talked to him since the incident yesterday. I'm still depressed on what he said. He keeps on knocking on my door last night but i didn't open up. I didn't replied to his messages and i didn't answer his calls. What Jungkook said made me Sad and Mad at the same time. What would you feel if your one and only bestfriend told you that he's growing sick of you already. Isn't that hurts? 3

"Stormieee ~" Ken-ssi shouted as soon as he saw me -