we left the place with sweet memories in our head.

i changed up and got ready for bed when he knocked

“goodnight babe” he smiled then kissed me on the forehead

“goodnight too babe” i smiled

i slept with sweet memories and kisses on my mind.nothing would break this happiness.i woke up, still not recovering from last night.i stood up, pulled the hem of my shirt and looked for harry.i saw hims sitting on the couch with his head down. quiet. i walked towards him and sat beside him

“hey what’s up?”

“your..your cousin..he’s..” his voice sounded serious, sad

“what.. what happened? and who?”

“al..alfred”

“what happened to him harry?” he didn’t answered me

“what happened harry?” my voice started to sound loud.my hands were trembling, scared of what i might hear.he held my hand, and looked me in the eyes,his eyes were red.. and puffy

“he’s..he’s in a comma” he held my hand tighter.my heart nearly stopped there was many things going through my head.why? why did this happen after a night of complete happiness.it can’t be.why.i didn’t noticed that tears started to roll down my face.my whole body started to tremble

“wha-what happened? who told you”

“mom did.she called looking for you.she said there was an accident-” b

efore he could finish i hugged him tight and cried.i poured everything.he hugged me tighter and whispered

“we can go home.i’ll come” i pulled away,wiped my tears and answered with a trembling voice

“no stay here..the tours”

“i’ll be excused babe.this is important” i stared at him for a while,letting all the tears fall from my face,he hugged me tight. i cried the whole morning,shocked and devastated.alfred was one of my best cousin.he was there for me since i was little.he was like a brother to me.nope.he was my brother. 

the boys stayed at our suite the whole morning,trying to comfort me.i woke up with red puffy eyes.the rain was pouring down,crashing down the windows.the skies were dark, as if they were planned.i’ve decided to leave the boys. i packed my bags in tears and left a note

harry,

i really need to leave. i can’t bare this anymore

im very sorry for leaving without any permission

i just need to do this

i love you

stela

i left the hotel in tears.with red puffy eyes.i hated leaving without him.he was my strength,he’s the only one who can make me stop crying,he knew i needed him so much,so did i but i have to this.leaving him..was the worst thing i did.it made me more depressed.i got into the cab,still trying to keep all the tears when i saw harry’s reflection on the side mirror.he rushed outside,in the pouring rain,waving,he suddenly fell to his kness “STOP!” i shouted.the cab stopped and i rushed into the pouring rain,not minding the rain.i knelt in front of him,held his hands and said

“harry what are you doing here?”

“please.let me be with you.i know you need me i can see it”

“but harry”

“i don’t give a damn about my career.i know its important but you..letting you travel after a devastating news.thats worst.he..he’s your own perfect big brother.he protected you from other guys out there and i have to thank him for doing that.im too inlove with you.you know that so please take me with you.please.besides they’re probably going to call me after a while.i can make you stop crying..or at least get you out of your room.i know you well” i hugged him and planted sweet kisses on his lip.we stood up and i said “okay” i smiled

we ran back to the hotel,the cab still waiting.we were soaking wet but we didn’t mind.we saw the other boys on the lobby carrying luggages. i stopped and smiled at them.

“we can’t let this happen” zayn said

“i can’t. i can’t come.i have to come” niall said with a big grin on his face

“my turtle won’t go anywhere without me” liam added. louis suddenly walked towards me, held my hand and said

“you need harry,you need me too boo bear.we’re all here for you” he smiled. he pulled harry’s luggage and said “everything’s here” he smiled