“N-now back to the thtory…” he said as his lisp reappeared due to his extreme nervousness.

But, he didn’t continue. He didn’t know how to continue, nor did he have the guts to do it. The rest was… It was just…

“Ah! I don’t know!” he mumbled grabbing his hair.

Hana leaned a bit more towards him to figure what he said just now. But she couldn’t understand even one syllabel of it, so she unconciously asked “What?”

“Nothing.” Sehun said lifting his head a bit to face Hana and tried to smile. But, that was’t as easy as he thought it would be.

In the end, he just took a deep breath and continued, but not before giving Hana a warning. “Look, I will continue from the time I was in my last year of middle school since nothing important happened until that time, excluding the fact that Baekkie now had the mental age of a four year old. And, one more thing, I had this part at least as much as the murder of mom.”

Hana just nodded. She didn’t know what she expected to hear, but deep inside she knew that this was the part about that girl.

“In my last year of middle school, I had my first love. A love that even made me forget about Baek for the time being. The girl was just too beautiful and nice, or so I thought. I found out later that not even one person thought that she was a nice girl.

Anyway, my first love, Im Minah… Let me tell you about her. She was a year older than me, which meant she was already in high school at that time. She had a beautiful smile, which was probably the reason why I fell in love with her. Whenever we talked, there was this look in her eyes that told me she was listening to my words. She wasn’t like the other girls that just stared at my face with dreamy eyes and pretended to listen. She also was very concerned about Baek’s well-being. She was just like an angel in my eyes.

Now, enough of that girl. Back then, I would often get into fights. Not that I wanted to, hell I was always the one who wa beat up at the end, but I was forced to. Because they would threathen me saying they would harm noona. I endured all of it, not even flinching once. Then, I got into high school, the school noona was going. Until then, we were dating secretly because how much she loved me-I thought so- she would be embarrassed to say that she was dating a middle schooler.

After I got into her school, the rumors of us being together spread almost immadiately. She was pretty popular, after all. And, it got just more hard for me. I wasn’t just getting beat up anymore, I was being bullied by anyone and everyone now. For being Im Minah’s boyfriend and for being the brother of a retard. For months, it continued like that.

Then one day, on April 12th my 16th birthday to be exact, noona suddenly broke up with me. Without further explanation, she just said that she didn’t want to date me anymore and left. The news didn’t shock me as much as I thought it would, I didn’t break down nor did I shed a tear. I just looked at her figure disappearing and thought. Thought of all those times we spent together, thought of all the things she made me feel. It w