**Jaejoong's P.O.V**

The day with Yoochun was perfect until now. We were walking out of the cinema. The movie ended some minutes ago. „So, where are we going now?“, I asked him with a sleepy voice. „Hmm. To the basketball court to wake you up.“ He grabbed my hand and dragged me somewhere.

After 15 minutes we stood in front of a basketball court. There were some people. And some of them had to be Yoochun's friends, because they began to cheer when they saw him. „Whoa, the basketball star is back.“, one of them said. „Hey Changmin.“, Yoochun greeted him. „Mind if we join the game?“, he asked him. „Not if you'll tell me who he is.“, he responded looking at me and smiled. I smiled back, but I was afraid of all the guys. Most of them looked at me hungrily, with lust in their eyes and their lips smirking. So if they would demand something from me, there was no way to get out of there. There were about 20 guys. And I was alone. 'No. Yoochun would help me, wouldn't he? But I do not know him. What if he took me here on purpose, so that I couldn't run away?' „Oh right. Changmin this is Jaejoong, my new friend. And Jaejoong this is Changmin, my old friend.“, he said jokingly. I chuckled, but the fear wouldn't leave me alone. „So do you want to play or not?“ Changmin asked me. „Huh? Oh of course. I'll play, too.“ „Me, too.“, someone called. I turned around and saw a very good-looking guy walking in our direction with a smirk on his face. „Okay then you're in his team and you two“, Changmin pointed at me and Yoochun, „are in my team.“

The game started and went very well until... „Ahh..!!“ I ran after a guy from the rival team. And then the guy, who joined the game after us, appeared from nowhere and ran into me. So I fell on the ground and he on top of me. He again smirked. „Sorry, babe. Didn't see you.“ I was confused and afraid because of how he called me. But what happened after that made me even more horrified. He leaned down, so that his lips were touching mine slightly. „We have something to finish, sugar princess. You haven't forgot about it, have you?“ My eyes grew wide in shock and then I felt like the weight on top of me disappeared. But inside of me it felt like my heart was being crushed. The first thing I realized after that was that Yoochun glared at 'him' and opened his mouth to say something but I cut him of. „Can you show me the way home now?“, I asked Yoochun. „Yeah, of course. Changmin we're leaving.“, he shouted.

Changmin ran over to us. „Did something happen?“, he asked with a worried voice. „Yeah. Jae doesn't feel good.“ „Oh. Is it okay if I come with you? I have to talk to you.“, he said to Yoochun. „Ye. But I bring Jae home first.“ „It's okay.“ Then we walked away. I looked back a last time and saw 'him' smirk and 'his' lips. I looked away quickly and tears started to form, but I held them back. I didn't want Yoochun and Changmin see me crying.

'I'm a guy after all. And guys do not cry. You aren't allowed to cry in front of Yoochun. But how? Why? When? What? How did 'he' know, I'm here? Why is 'he' following me? When did 'he' get here? What does 'he' want from me? But 'he' has changed a lot. I didn't even recognize 'him' at the beginning. What if he isn't the 'he'? What if I worry in vain?' There were too much questions in my head. I didn't even realize how I got home. I snapped out of it, when I heard my dad's voice. I looked up and saw him standing In front of me. I was 'hanging' around Yoochun and Changmin. Both of my arms were around their shoulders. I looked at them confused and tried to walk on my own but failed, because my leg were like jelly. Luckily for me they were fast enough and hold me, so I wouldn't fall again. „Why are you back that late?“, my father asked in a serious tone and looked me straight in the eyes. „Mianhe.“, I said with a weak voice. „He fainted, when he was on his way home.“, Yoochun said. „And who are you?“, my dad snapped at him. „My name is Park Yoochun, sir. I'm Jaejoong's friend.“

*Flashback*

"Say 'Aaaahh'!", he shoved the spoon with ice-cream in front of my mouth and waited until I open it. When he realized I wouldn't do this he repeated: "Say 'Aaaahhh'!" I watched him amused, but this time I made, what he asked me to do. When I opened my mouth I closed my eyes and waited for the delicious vanilla-flavoured sweet to get there, where it has to be. My mouth. But instead of feeling how it melts on my tongue, I felt something cold melting on my nose. I opened my eyes and looked around shocked only to find him in front of me laughing like a maniac. "Yah!", I screamed at him. It realy drives me crazy, when people laugh at me. So I turned around and pouted. I always pouted when I was angry at him. I don't know why. It just happened automatically. "Jae.", he called me softly, but didn't get an answer. "Babe.", he tried again. And again I didn't react. "Honey." he paused. "You're my sugar princess~" 'Oh no. Please not again.' I thought embarrassed. "You're mine and only mine. We'll be together till eternity~" Even though he was singing some awful song (which he thought up on his own) in a cafe, where we were regularly (so everyone new us), I had to smile. "Oh my sugar princess~ don't be mad at me~ I'm sorry. I'm regretting it already~ Oh yeah! I'm so so sorry. Please turn back to me again. And look at me with your beautiful eyes. Please face me again and smile at me with your wonderful and kissable lips. Oh sugar princess... I have to say something... My sugar princess -" At this moment I was grinning from ear to ear, even though I was sure, that all the people were looking at us now. I didn't care about them. As long as I have him by my side, I don't have to care about anything. "Sarangheyo." 'No, I wont give in.' But then he laid his finger under my chin and turned me around. By this time my grin had disappeared. "I hate you" I mumbled. "I love you, too, sugar princess. Come here. I'll clean you up. He move towards me and pecked me on my nose, kissing the ice-cream away. "You're singing skills are horrible, just like your song." "But that's why you fell in love me, isn't it?" 
 

*End of Flashback*

'Why does that happen to me? Hardly had something good happened in my life and then 'he' appears again.' "It's ironical how fast times are changing. 'He' used to make me laugh back then. But now I'm crying because of 'him'. I hate my life and I hate 'him'. I hate 'him'. I hate 'him. I hate him .“ I said , trying to convince myself of my words and wiped my tears but they wouldn't stop running down my cheeks. After what felt like hours my eye lids grew heavy and I fell asleep with a last thought: "And still I love him."