[Scene eight: of unrequited love and flowers] 

This is already posted as a series by itself but since 15 year old me wrote this as a SCENE I thought it belonged here too, if you do want to explore where this continues, go read [Fear of Love]🔥 I promise it'll be fire...I hope?

Jimin pov (narration in the story itself) 

“I love you” your hand on her cheek, drying a falling tear. But lips tremble as your words leave them, you wonder if it’s fear or nervousness?

“Why would-“ her fingers come up to yours, only to pull your hands down. 

“I be in love with you? How am I not supposed to, spending mornings waking up to you, nights falling asleep to your voice, and every waking moment you seem to always be at the front of my mind. Smiling as if I put the stars in the sky.” You feel an ache in your chest, the beats of your hearts slowing and thumping louder in your ears

“ This wasn’t supposed to happen, I never meant to be more than friends with you- I never wanted…this.” Her eyes fly to your feet, tears streaming by this point. You’re in pain, you can’t tell if it’s because you’re being rejected or if it’s because you’re seeing her in pain. You’d wish it was the former, but you never mattered to yourself. Never.

“ I’m sorry, I’m really sorry. But I don’t- I regret nothing." A deep breath, a thump so loud it feels as if your heart was right beside your ears

“You’re the best thing I love, and you're single-handedly my happiness, you’re the only comfort in a desert that is this life of mine. You’re the only light in the hell that is my mind, and if I was to choose loving you or being loved by someone else? I’d choose you, again and again. “ you feel tears welling your eyes

Is everything meant to be this painful? Is love meant to feel this lonely? You see her flinch when your fingers try brushing against hers again. Ah, this really is the end

“ It's okay, I’m okay, I’ll be alright with whatever it is you choose. I belon