So here is the next chappie

a bit longer than usual

but, i have to tell you guys this,

once again, i have made my desicion so,

whenever the story didn't suits your willing

do please forgive me!!!

 i just don't want to be affected by comments and this will be pure my story

again,

ENJOY!!

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“NO, DON’T SHOOT!” I shocked and awaken.

Ugh! My head, it hurts.

What’s happening?

Did I faint?

Again?

Where is this?

Wait! This is Siwon’s bed room.

How it’s possible?

How come I ended up in here?

How long did I fainted?

What was happening?

Hold on!

I remember now.

Eunhyuk got shot by Siwon with the arrow and his soldiers managed to catch him

and because of that I shouted out loud and the next thing I know everything turned to dark.

So I did faint?

Where is Eunhyuk then???

Where is Siwon kept him?

I know the arrow hit Eunhyuk’s stomach and he bleed a lot and that’s why I screamed.

I hope Eunhyuk is alright!

I still can’t believe Siwon shot him.

I sit and rub my face trying to gain my conscious.

This is awful; I wish it was a bad dream.

“You awake love?” the bed room door opened and reveals the familiar face.

“Siwon?” Siwon reaches me and then he sits facing me.

“Are you alright?” He asked in concern.

He caresses my cheeks and pecks my lips.

“You know if something happened to you, I won’t be able to forgive myself.”

“Why did you shoot him? Why Siwon? Why?” I look at him still in disbelieve.

“I have to, Donghae. Eunhyuk is a strong person and I won’t be able to catch him if I didn’t shoot him.”

“You look so pale Donghae. I will find physician to treat you.” Siwon’s about to leaving when I grab his hand.

“Wait! Where is he now? Is he alright? He was bleeding Siwon, he was bleeding a lot.”

I shake Siwon’s hand asking Eunhyuk’s condition in worried. I do worry.

And then, the infamous piercing eyes suddenly appear; he gritted his teeth feels annoyed.

Oh my!!! I know that look, so I let go his hand immediately and avoid his look.

I hate that look so much.

Siwon sure is a temper person.

I try to get up from the bed because I don’t want to look to that anger face right now.

I will find Eunhyuk by my own, I need to make sure that he’s alright.

Siwon grips my wrists and I struggle violently to free myself but he refused to let go,

“where do you think you’re going, Donghae? I’m not finished talking with you.”

“I need to know whether Eunhyuk is alright or not Siwon. Why you are so easily get angry like this?

I don’t like someone’s getting hurt because of me and that’s why I need to find out, do you understand?????”

He chuckled, but I know that doesn’t mean he feels amused, it’s more like him in irritated instead.

Ugh!! That creepy smile.

He forces me to sit, “you should get some rest first and don’t you worry about Eunhyuk, we will talk about this later.”

“At least let me know he’s alright Siwon. That’s all.

Why is it so hard to just give me the permission to look for someone is in injury and it’s all because of me???”

I have to make sure Siwon didn’t hurt Eunhyuk more than this.

I know Siwon.

And I think I know a bit about Eunhyuk as well; how should I describe both of them?

They’re like the fire and the oil? Which will flaming and burning each other because they both have the same bad tempers;

only the different, Eunhyuk can handles his temper better than Siwon.

Way better.

“No! Stay here! And get some rest, Donghae!” I glared to Siwon.

I hope he’s not hiding something from me, I wish he didn’t hurt Eunhyuk and I can’t stop thinking the worst now.

“I’m alright now Siwon, you know I’m always like this, often fainted in tense situations,

but then after I wake up I will feel a lot better. Now, at least let me know that Eunhyuk is alright??”

He grabs my head closer to him and talks to my ear with mocking tone,

“Oh really??? You’re alright now???? Not because you wish to meet that skinny monkey so badly, NO???”

Siwon glared at me, “Answer me Donghae!!” I can assure that he is mad right now.

But somehow this adding proofs even more that Siwon is a very possessive person

and he got jealous so easily, the reason behind of all, jealousy.

As always.

This man,

How can I say?

He loves me in a very obsessive way and he is indeed deeply in love with me.

At first, I thought he loves me only for fun, you know, for a temporary pleasure

and when he gets bored or worst gets sick of me, he will let me go,

But I guess I was wrong.

The whole time.

He is in love with me.

I dare to say desperately in love with me.

And I always do nothing in returns and to make him suffer even more.

I look at his fury face and I don’t know from where? Or why? Or Even how?

I have this sudden strange urge to make him calm down

So,

Reaching him with my both hands, I take his jaw lines and slowly pressing my lips against his.

Yes, I’m kissing him right now.

Passionately.

I only wish to subside his anger in a way that even I can’t understand.

As to why I have this urge to kiss him?

Why I want him to feel a bit relax?  

Or why I want him to know I’m not scared or even hate him?

And why now I feel no disgust at all, yet only feel satisfaction instead???

Donghae, what are you doing right now?

I ask that repeatedly to myself while busy rubbing my lips to his and he doesn’t do anything to respond,

only let me kiss him in silent.

I stop and breathe roughly.

He stares me in shocked.

I guess he surprised for what I have done to him but to be honest I’m surprised and shocked myself.

I still breathing hard, even my mouth help me to breathe now.

I gulp my own saliva couple of times

and then abruptly,

My lips being attack by the same lips which I’ve tasted a moment a go.

I feel like my lips being swallow harshly I feel an—uncontrolled desires which almost like wanted to eat me alive.

So, I kiss him back in respond to slowing the pace

and I lose my balance from my sit and he presses me harder onto the bed.

Siwon is on top of me pressing his chest onto mine; he kisses me like he actually never kisses me before.

He and nibbles my lower lip again and again, I was trying to make him relax

but I guess I trigger him into a different meaning, and that’s lust.

One thing I always questioning about Siwon is that he often to and my lower lips,

maybe he really likes my lower lips.

He shifted his lips to find my ear to and then he bite it,

I think he knows my weak points too,

I shiver to the sensation,

Then he travels to my neck while keep and the same place;

I guess this is another part of my body which he likes to marks.

I tilted my head to the opposite side to let him have a better spot, my body moving up and down breathing harshly.

Almost the same sensation as the first time I lost my ity by him back when I was sick,

Even we both aren’t yet.

Talk about ,

Siwon suddenly stop his acts and he keeps look at me while s himself impatiently

then he leans forward to pull my upper clothes too.

And after we both half , he leans closer to catch my lips again;

I was right, he loves to my lower lips and now he does it over and over again.

But I guess this time he wanted to taste more than just the kisses; you know, I wanted more too,

so unconsciously we fight with our tongues in a few moment before I stop to let him travels my mouth,

into my cavern where he does it wildly.

I trembled, “MmmhhmMMmm. . .mmhhmMm..” I try to not making any wild sound but it seems I failed to do so,

I can’t help it!! I hate my uneven breaths, I must of sound like a right now, “Mmmhm. . .haaah. . .mhhhmm . ..”

He keep and now his head moves lower to finds one of my and abruptly he it, “Ahhh. . ng!!! aHHhh. . .!!”

I feel so embarrassed right now, No- I need to prevent that stupid sounds but I can’t,

“MMMhhhmmm I- I- AHhhHH. ..Mhha.a. AAhh .SIwon, I- aAahh . .”

I grab his hair while he keeps and my .

“OH my GOsshh!!”

Then he reaches back to my lips, he rubs my lips with his, while keep rubbing his lower body against mine constantly,

so tell me how am I supposed to not give any reaction to that???

“Ng. .Ahh. .mmm. . .!” I can feel his lower is hard right now and I feel mine too.

Oh gosh!!

I’m getting used to Siwon’s scent I think, because it began to intoxicated me

and I feel his body is heating all over me.

But then to my surprised,

He stops,

He really stops,

To do nothing but only looks at me,

In silent and in a long moment.

None a word he says but only staring at me silently.

I try to read his eyes, there is no anger left,

yet I feel they are still in tense, now I wonder what they mean???

He blinks couple of times and then strangely Siwon’s tears running down staining my face,

I blink in shocked, wondering why???

OMo!! Why is he crying right now???

I try to wipe his tears but then he wakes up and he sits.

I do the same, wake up from the bed and sit but I watch him in strange thought,

Then without looking at me, Siwon speaks, “is this your other stupid bargain, Donghae?? Tell me, love!!

Like when you said you will married me but in returns you wish me to send you home instead????”

he sobs, wait! Siwon is actually sobbing right now??

“Is this how far you will go to only meet Eunhyuk?? Do you like him that much??

Or worst, do you love him back, Donghae???” And now he hiccups, wait!!

What did he just say??

Is he being serious??

Did I hear it wrong??

I guess he is because he seems in deep stress.

Omo!!

He thinks this almost is because I only want to meet Eunhyuk in returns?

In other means, I gave my whole body and soul in desperate to meet Eunhyuk?

I don’t get this, what an odd assumptions is that??

I can’t believe this.

He is really possessive, is he??

Possessive to almost blind to see the real me???

This is why I don’t want to get involved too deep with him and still try wanted to run away from him, to forget about him,

but I can’t,

Nonetheless now, I’m- I’m-

I’m speechless.

Siwon is never listens, is he???

Unbelievable.

As always.

To be continued. . .

Dedicated to the Sihae fans out there,

But the story is still on journey guys,

Thanks for the comments

And also,

To Eunhae fans don’t be mad at me please!!

Thank you for reading,

For you. . .for you . . . :D