Chapter 11

Sungyeol's Heart

SUNGYEOL'S POV

So, howonnie did a step more advanced than I am. I should've sensed that the moment he asked me to accompany him buying dolls and present for a girl he likes. you know, it feels a little bit painful when you know your best best best roommate and friend likes and dates the same girl that you've been liking. and I felt that just now. If only I could express this feelings faster than Howonie, i would've been cuddling with her in MY ROOM right now. GAH! LEE SUNGYEOL, you're such a slowpoke! i mocked myself. i wasn't focused to the book i was reading that time, I teased Woohyun hyung accusing him of being jealous toward the new couple but what? I was boiled up with jealousy that time. Yoonie had captured my heart and I was the one who was too slow to respond. Oh! and one more, I wasn't paying any attention on Howonie who aggresively approached her by calling her 'wifey' and asking her to call him 'hubby'. and me? I kept telling her to call me just YEOLLIE, or CHODING, no special names like what they called each other. Babo ya, Lee Sungyeol.

I stood up from the living room and went straight to my room without any word. leaving the hyungs, L and Sungjong clueless. I just didn't feel like talking to another right now. my heart is really really broken. Yoonie is my first love along the 21 years i've been living in. I had never fallen in love before. but, Yoonie made me experience the thing i called love. her hugs she gave me before we flew to Japan the last time was the second warmest hug i've ever felt after Umma's hug. I couldn't help but cry. this was the first time i cried because of a girl.

"Sungyeol ah, open the door please," Dongwoo hyung knocked on my door.

"Leave me alone, hyung. i don't wanna talk about anything," I said.

"Sungyeol ah, what happened to you? why you're being like this all of a sudden?" Dongwoo asked.

"Hyung, i told you, i dont wanna talk about it," I said. more like shouting.

"Please, let me know if something happened to you, sungyeol ah. you're my brother too, remember?" Dongwoo hyung said. i had to admit that this hyung is the best roommate i've ever had in my entire life.

"Hyung," I opened the door for him.

"Sungyeol ah, what happened to you? did someone hurt you?" He asked in a worried tone.

"I'm broken, hyung. I can't live anymore," I stated as i cried.

"What happened, Sungyeol ah. spill them," Dongwoo hyung patted my back.

"I'm In love with Hoya's Girlfriend, hyung. and if only i took faster steps than him, i wouldn't be this broken," I cried.

"Sungyeol ah, Yoonie is like a sister to us," He said, "A sister's position is way more closer than a lover. you can still love and care for her like a younger brother to his noona," He said. /whoa, i don't know, dongwoo hyung could be this mature/

"does that mean I am still Sungyeol who loved her with all my heart eventhough i'm not his lover, Hyung?" I asked as i wiped away my tears.

"Yepp yepp, you will always be a brother for her," He smiled.

"Now, Go wash your face and have dinner with all of us, yoonie cooked a delicious kimchi jjigae," Dongwoo hyung flicked my forehead.

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