Chapter 28: Conflict

Dara's POV

I immediately run towards my room and slammed my body to my bed. I buried my face to my pillow as I released a loud shriek. How could he play with my feelings just like that?!! I hate him! I don't want to see him ever again! He ruined everything! He ruined my heart, my life! I wish he'd just disappear completely!

I cried and cried. I was torn. I felt like I'm flying but suddenly I fall. I fall hard. Like a good dream that turns out a nightmare. I felt like my heart was crushing into pieces. It hurts, it's more painful than seeing him kiss someone else, it's more painful than knowing that I'm just an option, it's more painful than knowing he has someone else. I'm willing, I'll accept it even if he loves someone else, as long as he'd just be by my side. But, hearing from him that he's giving me away that easily, giving my feelings away? The guy I love pushed me away. That is far more painful.

I cried myself to sleep. That's all I can do, right? To cry. Do I still have a choice? When I'm just an option?

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Monday

I decided to move on. I don't have any other choice. Do I have? NO. I Don't have any. I existed for 17 years without him. Why can't I live without him? He's just a nobody. 6 weeks, 6 weeks before graduation and I'll fly to America, I won't be seeing him, again. Finally.

I gathered my things from my locker as I saw from peripheral vision. someone is leaning beside my locker. I lazily glanced and saw Sulli. I saw from behind her friends, looking intently at me.

Her hands are crossed to her chest, giving me an evil look. I decided to ignore her and continued gathering my things.

"San-da-ra Park." She slowly stated in a threathening voice. I looked at her as she run her hand to my hair and curled it with her pointfinger.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"The boyfriend-stealer." She smirked and pulled my hair a little.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I pulled