Chapter 41: His bestfriend

Top's POV

I never thought what started as Jiyong's 'fun' would turned out to be his pain. It was hard for me to witness Jiyong and Dara suffer because they can't be together, even at his last days.

I was forced to pretend even from the start.. pretend that I am not worried about his health, pretend that I don't care, that I'm tough to handle seeing my bestfriend die.. I wanted to be strong for him, but it seems like I can't.

He had always helped me, with my dreams, with myself and with my love.

"You liked her? Why don't you try to ask her out?"

"Tch. Don't joke around Ji! You know I'm here just to accompany you."

"Tabi.. if you found love, grab it!... or you'll end up regretting like me."

"Jiyong.."

"It's a pity that I found love just now... sometimes I'm thinking, if ever I met her earlier? Do we have chance to be together for longer?" Ji smiled bitterly. "I regret not having another surgery.. that time, there's no reason to live.. but now that I have the only reason to live.. it's already late." He continued as he shed a tear.

He's always there for me but why it seems like I can't help him in times like this?

When he met Dara, I thought there'd be no harm in being close with her since he told me wants to just have fun before dying but as I witness